today was a SHINee & SuJu video day. :D
Minho is just so nice and sweet. :)) didnt really focus much on last time but i think he's going to beat Key in my favourite list o0...

anyway. i had this freaking back pain that was sort of connected to my leg and i thought i couldnt run or train anymore and since i have a really important competition coming this month; i cried. as in seriously cried. - -'' i know its kind of embarrassigng but; thats what i exactly did. D:
it still hurts slightly now..D: & idk if im in the shape to train tmr since i have that headache coming back and when i walk,my back tends to hurt. plus that shin splints. its really not going to work out very well. D:

but theres a bright side to it i think; today i realized that i really love running. not that i didnt love running before the pain came but i realized that i do love running after that. :)

i hope i'll be alright. :]